Plain...simple...unique
My name is Nicky and I am 21 years old.

I love music (singing, dancing), photography, writing (poetry). I love my family and friends more than anyone can comprehend.

I am a Vocal Performance major with a minor in english and hope to perform in operas and quite possibly teach vocal studies in years to come. But one step at a time.
 
 
 

Recovery Day 1

Today was recovery day 1. I got very little sleep last night. At some point i was able to fall asleep but after i did, i woke up feeling like i couldnt breath…i think julian said it was a blood clot at the back of my throat that was making me feel that way. After that jolt of a wake up everytime i fell back asleep i would either randomly wake up with any movement i made or i noticed i would grind my teeth which would also wake me up because i felt my mouth opening to wide. My mom woke me up around 5am to give me some meds and that helped out a great deal allowing me to sleep until about 10am. My friend mimi & her boyfriend came over to watch me (sound like a little kid) cuz my mom was going to work today & no one was home. We watched Devil wears Prada and Avatar. I fell asleep halfway through avatar so she let me borrow it to finish the movie later. Eventually i got up to go shower cuz i was feeling gross & showering was so uncomfortable, that clot in the back of my throat (or whatever it is) was very discomforting especially when i bent down. I tried to spit slightly & it just made the pain worse…i was ready to begin to cry when i texted julian that i missed him & wish he was here with me to cuddle even for a little bit & surprisingly him and ryan were at the door already coming to visit me. :D That made my day, getting to see my love. Although i did shed a few tears after we ate dinner because the pain was just to much to handle i enjoyed having company over to lift me from my gloom. We sat and finished the rest of avatar & then they left not to long ago. I have a wonderful boyfriend….and friends! Now im finishing this blog cuz i am very sleepy…but my mom has me sleeping in the living room (cuz my room gets to cold at night) and to be able to keep an eye on me throughout the night, cant go to sleep cuz my bro & dad are playing MW3 and its distracting. I feel the scabs starting to form too…gross…hopefully the next couple of days get better. GN

 
 
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